so i talked to that one friend today and got the rumor all cleared up. It was all a bit silly, actually. But now I am a complete emotional mentruating fool who just spent the last 40 minutes reading someones entire xanga and crying because i miss her.
what's sad is that I miss her so much and I know she doesn't miss me at all.
so i shouldnt care really.
but i really do and i dont know why.
oh dear. here come the tears.
why am i so dumb.