Sunday, March 30, 2008

Lately In The Life Of Lacey...

Some stuff is ACTUALLY HAPPENING. I know. Shocking. I have been at a standstill since 2008 began, and all of a sudden... slowly but surely... things are moving... school zone moving- but moving none the less.

First and foremost: I have a second interview with the J3 [marketing] Group on Thursday. I am very excited because it is exactly the kind of job I want. Not retail, not restaurant. A job that can turn into a career. Maybe something I want to do one day. So wish me luck on that, if you will.

Secondly- I have decided to attend UNT next semester- and even if it makes me want to pluck my eye lashes out- I will stick to THAT school and FINISH. COLLEGE. ON. *TIME.
*May 2010

Third off- (third off? okay)- Social life is looking up- That's all I'll say about that for now I suppose...

and Fourth of all- Although I will be missing Lloyd-O-Rama (Lloydapalooza? He changes his mind constantly)- I will be going with my mother (pray for me) to a show (promotional product thing) in Phoenix next week- and I am actually kind of excited about it... I will be taking a trip to Phoenix (never been!) AND making money (hopefulllllly at least 700 dollars but we'll see). So that's pretty neat.

I am sorry to not update lately. I've been really down and I really hate xangaing (yeah..xangaing) when I am down.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BABY BROTHER DAVE (tomorrow)!!! He moves out Monday.... What a lucky bastard. Turns 18 and moves out the next day. I am so jealous. Also happy for him, and hope he can keep on top of rent to stay moved out. It will be good for him.

I suppose that is it for now. I am tired and need to SLEEP and need to GO TO MASS tomorrow AND I CANNOT MISS YOGA!!! Anyway. Later.

*Lacey Jane*

-something really hilarious and ass-hole-esque that was said to me recently, but I choose not to reveal on here.

"So why even go through the trouble of taunting me and typing it out??"
- that was me, reading your mind.

"How did she know?!"
-that was me- reading your mind again. I know. creepy. It's a gift.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Not Much Time To Write- But While It's Fresh On My Mind-----

Look people, I am not perfect or anywhere near it. This post might sound stuck-up, or like I think I am better than others- but quite frankly I don't know how to say it without sounding like I think I am better- so here it is.

Six people showed up to acting class today. Six. Out of 13. That. Is. Ridiculous. A paper was due today on "Some Girls"- the play that I was just in. A simple, casual, 2-3 page paper. A review. Only four papers were turned in. FOUR. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!?

Hector: Well you know, it IS paper day. You know how people act on paper day...
Me (slightly miffed): No Hector. I apparently do NOT know how people act on paper day. In any other college I have been to (the know...two colleges), people COME TO SCHOOL ON PAPER DAY AND THEY TURN IN THEIR PAPERS BECAUSE THEY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEIR EDUCATION!
Everyone: **Turns and stares at the crazy lady**

For some reason, it completely bothered me today that I am surrounded by people that simply do not care. I am a firm believer that if you're in a room with 20 sad people, you will eventually be sad too, because emotions are like energy forces that reach out and choke whoever is near them. Being around so many people that do not care about their education to the extent that they cannot write a simple 2-3 page paper scared me to death. I have been so apathetic- even negative- lately and I haven't really had a good reason for it.
I need to start surrounding myself with people who care. Happy people who care about their lives and where their lives are heading. TCC is a complete black hole of depression and apathy, and it is starting to really grate on my nerves.
I even read a couple of the papers that were turned in (because I rock like that and I peeked..), and all I could think of was HOW DID THESE PEOPLE MAKE IT THROUGH THE 6TH GRADE!?... When did YOU learn that proper nouns should be capitalized? Because I am pretty sure I could recite THAT RULE by the time I turned SEVEN. I cannot handle this. I am so glad that there are only a couple months left in this semester.

On Another Note:

I am so happy to say that tomorrow I will be attending a wedding. A wonderful, beautiful occasion, filled with love, joy, and (at least two) genuinely happy people. I cannot be more excited for the couple!! This will be the first wedding I go to in a couple years where I won't be placing (and winning) bets on "how long they will last." There is just no need. Congratulations Cristina and Freddy- you two are amazing people, wonderful together- and I wish you all the best.

*Lacey Jane*
"I thought that bobby did a pretty good job. I would like to think that I related to her in some cases because she was pretty strong and for the most part I think I am strong and also there was this guy in highschool and he reminded me of who the guy in the play was like and I think that bobby and I could relate"

....seriously?!?!??!?!?!? I know that I make TONS of grammatical errors- ALL THE TIME- but SERIOUSLY!?!??!?!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008


What are people wearing to weddings these days?!?!?!?

Friday, March 7, 2008

Copy and Pasted from Dave's Myspace Bulletin...This Kid Has Some Good Points...

Can anyone possibly tell me...

Why I should be forced to pay hundreds of dollars a month for everyones healthcare even if i cant afford it? sure poor people cant afford health insurance, neither can my family really, so should we be forced to pay for it?

Maybe could someone tell me what we are doing borrowing money from china and giving it to terrorists in the name of fighting terrorism? what are we doing opressing the middle east while we spew some silly message of "freedom" spending billions we dont have to keep the military in nearly every country when we cant even defend our own borders?

how about can you tell me why a ban on guns would work any better than (illegal) the ban on drugs? in what way would it take guns away from all the criminals who buy them on the fucking black market anyways?

how, how can americans accept the United Nations and allow them to try and govern us? to tell us what to do?

can anyone tell me why you would hand over all your freedom in the name of safety? why would you vote so that the LAZY could be awarded for their laziness while the hard working are punished for their work? please try and argue that one with me...please

how could anyone vote future generations into debt? thats all it is, all these bullshit wars and illegal taxes....

whatever happened to liberty you silly fucks?

From Wikipedia:
Totalitarianism is state regulation of nearly every aspect of public and private behavior. Totalitarian regimes or movements maintain themself in political power by means of secret police, propaganda disseminated through the state-controlled mass media, personality cults, regulation and restriction of free discussion and criticism, single-party states, the use of mass surveillance, and widespread use of terror tactics.

its what we are very quickly heading to, Socialist Totalitarianism.

sound good to anyone? does anyone have a mind any more? free will?
why should we pay the government to give us anything when they have already proven time and time again that it will end up costing us more and what we get will just be shit.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

My Thoughts On The North Texas Snowfall In MARCH....

1- I am SO UPSET that the show was cancelled.
2- I am MORE UPSET that we don't get to add a show to make up for it.
3- I am impressed that I have been home ALL DAY with DAVE AND MOM AND DAD and the dogs- and no one has killed themselves or anyone else.
4- Global Warming is coming along swimmingly, thanks Al Gore for being so educational.
5- I guess I will just eat anything and everything I can until I pass out.
6- It's either that, or I bang my head against the wall until I pass out.
7- But I'm hungry, so there we have it.
8- That's it I suppose.